A week or two ago I was inspired by a friend's blog to start writing again. I found that I actually had a blog still even though it's been two years since I wrote on it. This morning I was asked if I have come to peace with the things of my past. Hmmm, interesting that when I look at my last blog post, that was the topic then. Have I come full circle?
I'm thinking now about the last two years. A lot has changed. Buying a business, moving along to accepting my oldest leaving home,and having my second child graduate. Those are probably the biggest things. Doesn't seem like I have time to process issues of the past. But I do feel like I am progressively moving forward.
I'm getting anxious to see what direction God has for me to go. I have felt a repeated call to ministry as has Mark, but I'm not sure what that really means right now. I've been praying for an open door to show me the right way. A friend said to me today she prays for closed doors. What a concept! When we continue to move forward and plan as if we are to do something, I think it's more obvious when a door closes. I think I will follow that advice and pray for closed doors.
